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You do write beautifully. The very clear picture you paint is my picture, the
double-bind is constant (or is it a catch-22?). Mostly, I go the cheerful,
up-beat route--as you do-- but every once in a while I want to scream "its still
here, its progressing (what an erroneous word!} and the future is a nightmare.
Why can't you see?" to all those who love and support me.
Nancy Shlaes (61/4)
Rager wrote:
> .......or how I was totally tactless, and almost lost a friend. It was a
> cool night. My friend and I were out for a walk with our attendant
> illnesses. My Parkinson's Disease was still a shadow, a dark looming figure
> that was keeping in my step. The diagnosis was only a few months old and I
> was still having blinding flashes - pictures of future pathos - me, drooling
> by a dusty window in a soggy wheelchair. I figured I would be in this
> picture in, oh, about a year's time, maybe a few weeks, whatever.....who
> could know? We were well into our talk on healing and recovery when I
> dropped all diplomacy, like clown ladies used to drop their knickers, and
> said, something like,"Well, that's fine for you. You can hope for recovery,
> even expect it, even count on it, but not me. For me it's down hill all
> the way. In fact you could say that right at this moment I'm the healthiest
> I'll be for the rest of my life."
> My friend was not impressed. Given the crassness of my remark,
> admittedly drenched in self pity, it still foreshadowed a reality of the two
> of us on different recovery tracks: she would certainly recover physically
> from her illness; and I, I would need to do a lot of work to recover my
> spiritual sense of direction. And so I did. As in former postings I've
> referred to my ventures into the self help library, I've actually begun to
> find some spiritual security in taking responsibility for myself and my
> attitude. Problem: I've been getting too good at it.
> Twice in the past two days I've heard from Parkinson friends that they
> have been having trouble reminding their friends, colleagues etc. that,
> sorry, we know we look pretty good, our attitude is terrific, even humerous
> from time to time, we smile a lot, there may even be a bit of a spring in
> our shuffle, but we've still got it......and it's getting worse.
> I teach high school English at a school for the performing arts in
> Ottawa. It's a fabulous place to spend my daily time - creative, warm,
> supportive. But lately I've been getting these strange comments about how
> good I look and how happy everyone is to see me looking so much better.
> Better?? Well I suppose $300.00 drugs per month will do that....yes.... and
> I am affirming my feisty spirit every day..... but what do you mean by
> better?
> I was grateful for the article that appeared in the (Scottish) Herald
> because it put it all so well. If there was bias in it, it was a positive up
> beat slant, but nonetheless factual about the progress of the disease, and
> the correspondent options of medicine and surgery. I showed the article to
> my Department Head. He's a good and supportive man. But after he read the
> article, he did not want to talk about it. I will assume that that is
> because he cares for me and has suddenly received the full impact of what is
> actually riding in my saddle with me. (Many people just don't know, and I
> can't blame them.)
> These are tough and deadly times for education in Ontario. And without
> going into the whole mess, this man has given me his classroom as my own
> teaching classroom for next year, and has insisted that he take the worst of
> the lot of crappy rooms for himself. So now I feel bad. Perhaps I went too
> far. Perhaps I should have continued to fake good health for a while
> longer. It is he, really, who should be in the better classroom. He's the
> Head, he needs to be at the hub of the activity. But he won't hear of it.
> The discussion is closed.
> This classroom is closer to everything I need, the phone, the bath room,
> the office, the vcr storage room. I mean, it's really a gift. But I'm
> having trouble with the price. Perhaps I am still ashamed I have this thing,
> that I have to have special consideration because of it. I've always found
> taking other people's kindness difficult. It makes me feel even more
> vulnerable, a little at their mercy. It's going to take some getting used
> to.
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You do write beautifully. The very clear picture you paint is <I>my</I>
picture, the double-bind is constant (or is it a catch-22?). Mostly,
I go the cheerful, up-beat route--as you do-- but every once in a while
I want to scream "its still here, its progressing (what an erroneous word!}
and the future is a nightmare. Why can't you see?" to all those
who love and support me.
<P>Nancy Shlaes (61/4)
<P>Rager wrote:
<BLOCKQUOTE TYPE=CITE>.......or how I was totally tactless, and almost
lost a friend. It was a
<BR>cool night. My friend and I were out for a walk with our attendant
<BR>illnesses. My Parkinson's Disease was still a shadow, a dark
looming figure
<BR>that was keeping in my step. The diagnosis was only a few months
old and I
<BR>was still having blinding flashes - pictures of future pathos - me,
drooling
<BR>by a dusty window in a soggy wheelchair. I figured I would
be in this
<BR>picture in, oh, about a year's time, maybe a few weeks, whatever.....who
<BR>could know? We were well into our talk on healing and recovery
when I
<BR>dropped all diplomacy, like clown ladies used to drop their knickers,
and
<BR>said, something like,"Well, that's fine for you. You can hope
for recovery,
<BR>even expect it, even count on it, but not me. For me it's down
hill all
<BR>the way. In fact you could say that right at this moment I'm
the healthiest
<BR>I'll be for the rest of my life."
<BR> My friend was not impressed. Given the crassness
of my remark,
<BR>admittedly drenched in self pity, it still foreshadowed a reality of
the two
<BR>of us on different recovery tracks: she would certainly recover physically
<BR>from her illness; and I, I would need to do a lot of work to
recover my
<BR>spiritual sense of direction. And so I did. As in former
postings I've
<BR>referred to my ventures into the self help library, I've actually begun
to
<BR>find some spiritual security in taking responsibility for myself and
my
<BR>attitude. Problem: I've been getting too good at it.
<BR> Twice in the past two days I've heard from Parkinson
friends that they
<BR>have been having trouble reminding their friends, colleagues etc.
that,
<BR>sorry, we know we look pretty good, our attitude is terrific, even
humerous
<BR>from time to time, we smile a lot, there may even be a bit of
a spring in
<BR>our shuffle, but we've still got it......and it's getting worse.
<BR> I teach high school English at a school for the
performing arts in
<BR>Ottawa. It's a fabulous place to spend my daily time - creative,
warm,
<BR>supportive. But lately I've been getting these strange comments
about how
<BR>good I look and how happy everyone is to see me looking so much better.
<BR>Better?? Well I suppose $300.00 drugs per month will do that....yes....
and
<BR>I am affirming my feisty spirit every day..... but what do you mean
by
<BR>better?
<BR> I was grateful for the article that appeared in
the (Scottish) Herald
<BR>because it put it all so well. If there was bias in it, it was a positive
up
<BR>beat slant, but nonetheless factual about the progress of the disease,
and
<BR>the correspondent options of medicine and surgery. I showed the
article to
<BR>my Department Head. He's a good and supportive man. But
after he read the
<BR>article, he did not want to talk about it. I will assume that
that is
<BR>because he cares for me and has suddenly received the full impact of
what is
<BR>actually riding in my saddle with me. (Many people just don't
know, and I
<BR>can't blame them.)
<BR> These are tough and deadly times for education in
Ontario. And without
<BR>going into the whole mess, this man has given me his classroom as my
own
<BR>teaching classroom for next year, and has insisted that he take the
worst of
<BR>the lot of crappy rooms for himself. So now I feel bad. Perhaps
I went too
<BR>far. Perhaps I should have continued to fake good health for
a while
<BR>longer. It is he, really, who should be in the better classroom.
He's the
<BR>Head, he needs to be at the hub of the activity. But he won't
hear of it.
<BR>The discussion is closed.
<BR> This classroom is closer to everything I need, the
phone, the bath room,
<BR>the office, the vcr storage room. I mean, it's really a
gift. But I'm
<BR>having trouble with the price. Perhaps I am still ashamed I have this
thing,
<BR>that I have to have special consideration because of it. I've
always found
<BR>taking other people's kindness difficult. It makes me feel even
more
<BR>vulnerable, a little at their mercy. It's going to take some
getting used
<BR>to.</BLOCKQUOTE>
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2 February 2001, Week 1 January 2001, Week 5 January 2001, Week 4 January 2001, Week 3 January 2001, Week 2 January 2001, Week 1 December 2000, Week 5 December 2000, Week 4 December 2000, Week 3 December 2000, Week 2 December 2000, Week 1 November 2000, Week 5 November 2000, Week 4 November 2000, Week 3 November 2000, Week 2 November 2000, Week 1 October 2000, Week 5 October 2000, Week 4 October 2000, Week 3 October 2000, Week 2 October 2000, Week 1 September 2000, Week 5 September 2000, Week 4 September 2000, Week 3 September 2000, Week 2 September 2000, Week 1 August 2000, Week 5 August 2000, Week 4 August 2000, Week 3 August 2000, Week 2 August 2000, Week 1 July 2000, Week 5 July 2000, Week 4 July 2000, Week 3 July 2000, Week 2 July 2000, Week 1 June 2000, Week 5 June 2000, Week 4 June 2000, Week 3 June 2000, Week 2 June 2000, Week 1 May 2000, Week 5 May 2000, Week 4 May 2000, Week 3 May 2000, Week 2 May 2000, Week 1 April 2000, Week 5 April 2000, Week 4 April 2000, Week 3 April 2000, Week 2 April 2000, Week 1 March 2000, Week 5 March 2000, Week 4 March 2000, Week 3 March 2000, Week 2 March 2000, Week 1 February 2000, Week 5 February 2000, Week 4 February 2000, Week 3 February 2000, Week 2 February 2000, Week 1 January 2000, Week 5 January 2000, Week 4 January 2000, Week 3 January 2000, Week 2 January 2000, Week 1 December 1999, Week 5 December 1999, Week 4 December 1999, Week 3 December 1999, Week 2 December 1999, Week 1 November 1999, Week 5 November 1999, Week 4 November 1999, Week 3 November 1999, Week 2 November 1999, Week 1 October 1999, Week 5 October 1999, Week 4 October 1999, Week 3 October 1999, Week 2 October 1999, Week 1 September 1999, Week 5 September 1999, Week 4 September 1999, Week 3 September 1999, Week 2 September 1999, Week 1 August 1999, Week 5 August 1999, Week 4 August 1999, Week 3 August 1999, Week 2 August 1999, Week 1 July 1999, Week 5 July 1999, Week 4 July 1999, Week 3 July 1999, Week 2 July 1999, Week 1 June 1999, Week 5 June 1999, Week 4 June 1999, Week 3 June 1999, Week 2 June 1999, Week 1 May 1999, Week 5 May 1999, Week 4 May 1999, Week 3 May 1999, Week 2 May 1999, Week 1 April 1999, Week 5 April 1999, Week 4 April 1999, Week 3 April 1999, Week 2 April 1999, Week 1 March 1999, Week 5 March 1999, Week 4 March 1999, Week 3 March 1999, Week 2 March 1999, Week 1 February 1999, Week 4 February 1999, Week 3 February 1999, Week 2 February 1999, Week 1 January 1999, Week 5 January 1999, Week 4 January 1999, Week 3 January 1999, Week 2 January 1999, Week 1 December 1998, Week 5 December 1998, Week 4 December 1998, Week 3 December 1998, Week 2 December 1998, Week 1 November 1998, Week 5 November 1998, Week 4 November 1998, Week 3 November 1998, Week 2 November 1998, Week 1 October 1998, Week 5 October 1998, Week 4 October 1998, Week 3 October 1998, Week 2 October 1998, Week 1 September 1998, Week 5 September 1998, Week 4 September 1998, Week 3 September 1998, Week 2 September 1998, Week 1 August 1998, Week 5 August 1998, Week 4 August 1998, Week 3 August 1998, Week 2 August 1998, Week 1 July 1998, Week 5 July 1998, Week 4 July 1998, Week 3 July 1998, Week 2 July 1998, Week 1 June 1998, Week 5 June 1998, Week 4 June 1998, Week 3 June 1998, Week 2 June 1998, Week 1 May 1998, Week 5 May 1998, Week 4 May 1998, Week 3 May 1998, Week 2 May 1998, Week 1 April 1998, Week 5 April 1998, Week 4 April 1998, Week 3 April 1998, Week 2 April 1998, Week 1 March 1998, Week 5 March 1998, Week 4 March 1998, Week 3 March 1998, Week 2 March 1998, Week 1 February 1998, Week 5 February 1998, Week 4 February 1998, Week 3 February 1998, Week 2 February 1998, Week 1 January 1998, Week 5 January 1998, Week 4 January 1998, Week 3 January 1998, Week 2 January 1998, Week 1 December 1997, Week 5 December 1997, Week 4 December 1997, Week 3 December 1997, Week 2 December 1997, Week 1 November 1997, Week 5 November 1997, Week 4 November 1997, Week 3 November 1997, Week 2 November 1997, Week 1 October 1997, Week 5 October 1997, Week 4 October 1997, Week 3 October 1997, Week 2 October 1997, Week 1 September 1997, Week 5 September 1997, Week 4 September 1997, Week 3 September 1997, Week 2 September 1997, Week 1 August 1997, Week 5 August 1997, Week 4 August 1997, Week 3 August 1997, Week 2 August 1997, Week 1 July 1997, Week 5 July 1997, Week 4 July 1997, Week 3 July 1997, Week 2 July 1997, Week 1 June 1997, Week 5 June 1997, Week 4 June 1997, Week 3 June 1997, Week 2 June 1997, Week 1 May 1997, Week 5 May 1997, Week 4 May 1997, Week 3 May 1997, Week 2 May 1997, Week 1 April 1997, Week 5 April 1997, Week 4 April 1997, Week 3 April 1997, Week 2 April 1997, Week 1 March 1997, Week 5 March 1997, Week 4 March 1997, Week 3 March 1997, Week 2 March 1997, Week 1 February 1997, Week 5 February 1997, Week 4 February 1997, Week 3 February 1997, Week 2 February 1997, Week 1 January 1997, Week 5 January 1997, Week 4 January 1997, Week 3 January 1997, Week 2 January 1997, Week 1 December 1996, Week 5 December 1996, Week 4 December 1996, Week 3 December 1996, Week 2 December 1996, Week 1 November 1996, Week 5 November 1996, Week 4 November 1996, Week 3 November 1996, Week 2 November 1996, Week 1 October 1996, Week 5 October 1996, Week 4 October 1996, Week 3 October 1996, Week 2 October 1996, Week 1 September 1996, Week 5 September 1996, Week 4 September 1996, Week 3 September 1996, Week 2 September 1996, Week 1 August 1996, Week 5 August 1996, Week 4 August 1996, Week 3 August 1996, Week 2 August 1996, Week 1 July 1996, Week 5 July 1996, Week 4 July 1996, Week 3 July 1996, Week 2 July 1996, Week 1 June 1996, Week 5 June 1996, Week 4 June 1996, Week 3 June 1996, Week 2 June 1996, Week 1 May 1996, Week 5 May 1996, Week 4 May 1996, Week 3 May 1996, Week 2 May 1996, Week 1 April 1996, Week 5 April 1996, Week 4 April 1996, Week 3 April 1996, Week 2 April 1996, Week 1 March 1996, Week 5 March 1996, Week 4 March 1996, Week 3 March 1996, Week 2 March 1996, Week 1 February 1996, Week 5 February 1996, Week 4 February 1996, Week 3 February 1996, Week 2 February 1996, Week 1 January 1996, Week 5 January 1996, Week 4 January 1996, Week 3 January 1996, Week 2 January 1996, Week 1 December 1995, Week 5 December 1995, Week 4 December 1995, Week 3 December 1995, Week 2 December 1995, Week 1 November 1995, Week 5 November 1995, Week 4 November 1995, Week 3 November 1995, Week 2 November 1995, Week 1 October 1995, Week 5 October 1995, Week 4 October 1995, Week 3 October 1995, Week 2 October 1995, Week 1 September 1995, Week 5 September 1995, Week 4 September 1995, Week 3 September 1995, Week 2 September 1995, Week 1 August 1995, Week 5 August 1995, Week 4 August 1995, Week 3 August 1995, Week 2 August 1995, Week 1 July 1995, Week 5 July 1995, Week 4 July 1995, Week 3 July 1995, Week 2 July 1995, Week 1 June 1995, Week 5 June 1995, Week 4 June 1995, Week 3 June 1995, Week 2 June 1995, Week 1 May 1995, Week 5 May 1995, Week 4 May 1995, Week 3 May 1995, Week 2 May 1995, Week 1 April 1995, Week 5 April 1995, Week 4 April 1995, Week 3 April 1995, Week 2 April 1995, Week 1 March 1995, Week 5 March 1995, Week 4 March 1995, Week 3 March 1995, Week 2 March 1995, Week 1 February 1995, Week 4 February 1995, Week 3 February 1995, Week 2 February 1995, Week 1 January 1995, Week 5 January 1995, Week 4 January 1995, Week 3 January 1995, Week 2 January 1995, Week 1 December 1994, Week 5 December 1994, Week 4 December 1994, Week 3 December 1994, Week 2 December 1994, Week 1 November 1994, Week 5 November 1994, Week 4 November 1994, Week 3 November 1994, Week 2 November 1994, Week 1 October 1994, Week 5 October 1994, Week 4 October 1994, Week 3 October 1994, Week 2 October 1994, Week 1 September 1994, Week 5 September 1994, Week 4 September 1994, Week 3 September 1994, Week 2 September 1994, Week 1 August 1994, Week 5 August 1994, Week 4 August 1994, Week 3 August 1994, Week 2 August 1994, Week 1 July 1994, Week 5 July 1994, Week 4 July 1994, Week 3 July 1994, Week 2 July 1994, Week 1 June 1994, Week 5 June 1994, Week 4 June 1994, Week 3 June 1994, Week 2 June 1994, Week 1 May 1994, Week 5 May 1994, Week 4 May 1994, Week 3 May 1994, Week 2 May 1994, Week 1 April 1994, Week 5 April 1994, Week 4 April 1994, Week 3 April 1994, Week 2 April 1994, Week 1 March 1994, Week 5 March 1994, Week 4 March 1994, Week 3 March 1994, Week 2 March 1994, Week 1 February 1994, Week 4 February 1994, Week 3 February 1994, Week 2 February 1994, Week 1 February 1994 January 1994 December 1993 November 1993
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