Joan I write this through tears in response to your note ... I wish my children could know their grandmother as the woman she was b4 this horrible thing has overtaken her... My 15 year old mentioned that she must have been SOME WOMAN (after a particularly funny comment by her)before she got so bad ... I reminded him that SHE IS some woman for being able to handle her disease with the attitude that has gotten her this far ... She is quickly going downhill after battling it for so long ... Its so hard ... Terri