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At 06:31 PM 2000/02/11 -0500, carole wrote: >Hi janet marie: Don't know if I totally understand it (got >to read it again in the AM when my synapses are all bright >and shiny and not so dopamine depleted), but I like the way >it feels... Carole thank you carole, that means i achieved part of my goal! my mulling at the time: rooting around housecleaning in one's psyche can turn over some long-not-thought-of sensations and thoughts and memories which can be scary enough to make the effort seem too troublesome to pursue which is a shame since the scary stuff dissipates 'poof' in the light of day and what's left can be pure joy and if that's not worth a little trouble i dunno what is janet >--- janet marie paterson <[log in to unmask]> wrote: >> --------------------------------------------- >> hide and seek >> --------------------------------------------- >> >> >> hidden >> must be for a good reason >> must be bad >> don't look >> don't >> dig >> leave it be >> >> a shadow which >> lingers and gathers and grows >> fear flourishing alongside >> till >> danger danger >> stepping here and there >> on eggshell duty >> on alert >> >> energy expended on ephemera >> >> in reality >> in the sunlight >> shadows flit away >> the eggs are unbroken >> revealing hard boiled good solid nourishment >> full of light and life >> like me and >> you >> >> who knew? >> >> >> --------------------------------------------- >> janet paterson 2000/02/10 >> --------------------------------------------- >> >> janet paterson >> 52 now / 41 dx / 37 onset >> a new voice: http://www.geocities.com/janet313/ >> 613 256 8340 PO Box 171 Almonte Ontario Canada K0A 1A0 >> >__________________________________________________ >Do You Yahoo!? >Talk to your friends online with Yahoo! Messenger. >http://im.yahoo.com > janet paterson 52 now / 41 dx / 37 onset a new voice: http://www.geocities.com/janet313/ 613 256 8340 PO Box 171 Almonte Ontario Canada K0A 1A0