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hi janet m and carole, this is *seattle* audrey. I know this wasnt my thread, but I liked the way your words made me think janet m...:) The idea was poetically presented and I thought how true it is that wee hour ideas are gone by morning. Some of my best musings are during the time when all light is gone but a small one far off in my house. I wonder why this is ? Distractions must interfere with ones ability to separate ones mind from the day-to-day chores. Isn't too bad that the practical mind seems to dominate and the artist one we all have seems to fade in the day? original Message ----- From: janet marie paterson <[log in to unmask]> To: <[log in to unmask]> Sent: Saturday, February 12, 2000 10:47 PM Subject: Re: QT: hide and seek > At 06:31 PM 2000/02/11 -0500, carole wrote: > >Hi janet marie: Don't know if I totally understand it (got > >to read it again in the AM when my synapses are all bright > >and shiny and not so dopamine depleted), but I like the way > >it feels... Carole > > > thank you carole, > that means i achieved part of my goal! > > my mulling at the time: > rooting around housecleaning in one's psyche > can turn over some long-not-thought-of sensations and thoughts and memories > which can be scary enough to make the effort seem too troublesome to pursue > which is a shame > since the scary stuff dissipates 'poof' in the light of day > and what's left can be pure joy > and if that's not worth a little trouble > i dunno what is > > > janet > > > > > > >--- janet marie paterson <[log in to unmask]> wrote: > >> --------------------------------------------- > >> hide and seek > >> --------------------------------------------- > >> > >> > >> hidden > >> must be for a good reason > >> must be bad > >> don't look > >> don't > >> dig > >> leave it be > >> > >> a shadow which > >> lingers and gathers and grows > >> fear flourishing alongside > >> till > >> danger danger > >> stepping here and there > >> on eggshell duty > >> on alert > >> > >> energy expended on ephemera > >> > >> in reality > >> in the sunlight > >> shadows flit away > >> the eggs are unbroken > >> revealing hard boiled good solid nourishment > >> full of light and life > >> like me and > >> you > >> > >> who knew? > >> > >> > >> --------------------------------------------- > >> janet paterson 2000/02/10 > >> --------------------------------------------- > >> > >> janet paterson > >> 52 now / 41 dx / 37 onset > >> a new voice: http://www.geocities.com/janet313/ > >> 613 256 8340 PO Box 171 Almonte Ontario Canada K0A 1A0 > >> > >__________________________________________________ > >Do You Yahoo!? > >Talk to your friends online with Yahoo! Messenger. > >http://im.yahoo.com > > > janet paterson > 52 now / 41 dx / 37 onset > a new voice: http://www.geocities.com/janet313/ > 613 256 8340 PO Box 171 Almonte Ontario Canada K0A 1A0 >