Dear Cari--- Please think very seriously about the reply you got from Margie Swindler---I feel she was "right on" in her analysis of your parents' situation, and made some very helpful suggestions. On the other hand, I can certainly understand your frustration, anger and despair in this situation where you can *see* a different view of things than your mother can, and it is hard not to blame her for her limited perspective. I wonder if her failure to ask her doctors about the symptoms she has may not be due to fear and denial --you say she is scared about the 3/31 neuro appointment, and may fear she also has PD --of course she's afraid, and you must be too ! She must be terrified to imagine what would happen to both of them, should she also be really ill, for as a CG that is the "monster in the closet " we ( and our PWPs) all fear. From your experience on the CARE list you are aware of some of the issues CGs deal with, but when they hit us on a gut level, it's different from just intellectualizing about them..... having the "will" doesn't always do it, sad to say. I hope you will find the strength to support your mother through the anxious time till her appointment, and afterwards, whatever the outcome may be. And continue to update us about their situation. You are "the Caregiver's CG", and that's not an easy spot to be in, but it sounds as if they BOTH need you, whether they admit it or not. Hang in there, and keep us posted---- Camilla Flintermann, CG for Peter 81/70/55 Oxford, Ohio http://www.newcountry.nu/pd/members/camilla/one.htm <[log in to unmask]> also, on PDWebring at http://members.tripod.lycos.nl/genugten/flinterm.htm "Ask me about the CARE list for Caregivers of Parkinsonians ! "