Dear Perky Parkie Paterson: Glad to hear you're O.K. Quite a lot on your plate these days, no? I can empathize...but that, I think, is what we do best here at Emotions R Us. Yours in Cybersisterdom, Carole --- janet paterson <[log in to unmask]> wrote: > At 06:49 PM 2000/03/30 -0500, Carole Hercun > <[log in to unmask]> wrote: > >Hi jp: Eloquent as always, but the dark tone of this > >posting disturbs me. As you (and many other PWPs) well > >know, the battle with Clinical Depression for control > over > >our lives is often a life-long one. Those of us whose > brain > >chemistry is wired in a certain way are probably always > >going to experience higher highs and lower lows than our > >less labile brothers and sisters. But it is up to us to > >recognize the enemy when it rears its ugly head and to > >fight the good fight, whether it means "talk therapy", a > >change or increase in dosage of our anti-depressant, or > >simply riding it out with the knowledge that we WILL > feel > >better in time. We will ALWAYS be more sensitive to the > >"slings and arrows" of everyday life and need to be on > >alert for the intrusion of CD into our precious lives... > > Carole Hercun 53/51/?45 > > > my dear carole > > your concern touches me > > maybe sometimes my 'eloquence' gets the better of me > and pierces more deeply than i intend > > i've been feeling all sorts of emotions the past few days > but i really don't feel that the cd slime > is getting a foothold on this parkie > > in other circumstances in a semi-parallel universe > the young woman who took her own way out of this world > could have been my long-lost daughter > whose 34th birthday was on monday > and whom i have not yet met in person > but expect to in a couple of months > and whose birth father contacted me a few days ago > for the first time in over 30 years > > i feel great sadness [maybe partially by proxy] for the > young woman's parents > who are still stuggling with acceptance of their > progeny's illness > let alone the reality of the consequences of that illness > > but i also feel certain > that they can and will arrive at acceptance and peace in > time > > while doing the 'digging' to find those posts > i felt and still feel humbled and grateful at the sharing > which has taken place here > and which still speaks so clearly from the archives > and which still goes on right here and now > > > your cyber-sis > > janet > > janet paterson > 53 now / 41 dx / 37 onset > a new voice: http://www.geocities.com/janet313/ > 613 256 8340 PO Box 171 Almonte Ontario Canada K0A 1A0 > __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Talk to your friends online with Yahoo! Messenger. http://im.yahoo.com