Audrey - My dear. I am so sorry about your loss. Your writing seems to be the way I feel right now, because even though my love is still on this earth's plane, I feel him slipping away from me, slowly but surely. His "off" days are becoming more and more , and I cry for him almost every time I talk with him. We don't live together so I see him only once a week or so, but I feel just like your note said. I beg God to take me before him, because I just can't stand to lose him. May God bless you and keep you in the fold of His arms. Best wishes, Jo Ann from Houston