Hi Betty, You have come to the right place to find others who are as you, fighting the same frustrating disease. You will find so many here who are helpful and who will assist you as much as it is possible with a shoulder when you need it, or some good advice. They have helped me immeasurably to learn about PD and to come to terms with the effects it is having on my friend in Australia. I can not say I feel any better knowing what I know now, but at least I have information and a connection I didn't have before. One other thing those on the list have shown me is their appreciation of life that I took for granted. I have learned humility and a tremendous appreciation of a special courage they all have. But, I do understand how tired you must be to have fought so long and to be alone too. You are among friends now Betty, and you are no longer alone. * seattle * Audrey friend of pwp aussie John 49/42/38??