Here it is 9 am and I'm still on the listserv, thanks to all my cyberfriends and my PWP .I received 28 personal letters and 27 of them were overwhelming encouraging and uplifting. After reading them, I realized that I would be the one to lose, and I would be very lonely "out there" by myself. So, I'm swallowing the lump in my throat and marching on. Thanks to all of you who cared. Jo Ann from Houston