Good description, remember when the mother of the paralyzed student from Columbine shot herself? Several people around were amazed at how selfish the act was. I always thought she must have thoughts like the ones you mentioned. From her viewpoint in may have seemed a totally unselfish act, to get out of the way. CD lets me understand that thought, medication allows me to read it and see just how far off track it is. ".....A conviction that your death would be a gift to your family Believing that death ts the only way your spouse will enjoy any remaining lifetime, it's up to you to set him free. you have nothing of value for your children they would be better off without you