my dear (no sarcasm, honest) your writing talent is gargantuan right up there among the best i have ever encountered your imagination your agility with parody unsurpassed imho i just can't figure out where you are going with all this if you want to 'destroy' the list you may very well be successful in a way (although i'm not sure how you would measure your success) but then what would you do? wouldn't you then have to find another outlet for your muse? we are all co-siblings in suffering as well as silliness you are still my parkie brother irregardless and i am still your parkie sister and i ain't goin nowhere i am convinced that all of this is meant to happen that all of this is given to each one of us to learn from that it is not punishment or revenge or deprivation and that all of us are here to help each other figure this goofy world out help me to help you to help me why not? jp janet paterson 53 now / 41 dx / 37 onset 613 256 8340 / PO Box 171 Almonte Ontario K0A 1A0 Canada visit my website "a new voice" at: http://www.geocities.com/janet313/