One of the hardest parts of this disease has always been the acceptance of the fact that I need help. I have had PD for 22 years and I still refuse help if I can possibly do things for myself. I get up very early if I am going to have company because I don't want anyone to think that I need help. So, there are many sides to this disease and we all have our own way of dealing with it. Good luck. Carol Gray (59/22yrs)