Greg I was in no way trying to lessen your right to be angry and frustrated. I was only trying to relay to you how a very independent man is handling the debilitating aspects of this disease. I do believe his determination has helped him gain a level point . He is very frightened of what will happen next. Yet he chooses to TRY to stay focused on what he can do to maintain this current place in his fight with his body. Your absolutely right to feel that being as young as you is a terrible place to be. I have a young cousin, male 43 now diagnosed 5 yrs ago. Is now totally disabled. Has not been able to drive since right after dx.Is usually whellchair bound. His only income is Ca state disability. Yet he still maintains as much interaction with family and friends as his stamina will allow. I am just trying to say that in no way do I feel that there is any good time to be told that you are a Parkie. However it is not te end of your life. Greg please stick with the list It is a good place to vent your frustrations and also to sometimes get your ego stroked. Nough said. Juanita CG for Geoge 74/71/64