Greg & Janet, Juanita & Murray: This in no way reflects on the way you personally react to your own battle w/ PD...this is mine alone-just as you must bear your own reactions to this disease. It has always been my contention that, no matter how many support & surround you with love, PD is a lonely disease-so is life for that matter, because when it comes right down to it-we're all in this journey alone-unless we decide to take spiritual help...which I will not get into here. All I can tell you is this: since my dxes 10 yrs ago at the age of 39 and despite 2 pallidotomies (1 wildly successful, the other nearly killing me-I had to relearn to talk, eat, etc.), I have become, either because of or in spite of the PD, a much better person. I have had the opportunity to co-author & co-edit a soon-to-be-published book: "Voices From The Parking Lot-Parkinson's Perspectives," and I am now planning to visit NYC with my husband (neither of us has ever been there). While there, we will attend a reception featuring the artwork of Jane Scott & Marc Esser & "Voices" with my friend Dennis from Australia at the National Arts Club in Gramercy Park. Also, after doing promotion & publicity for the BOOK, we will be taking orders for the book during the National Unity Walk and afterwards we will be guests at reception at a Manhattan restaurant to "Meet The Authors." This would not all be possible without my participation in this list. I would have never met the very talented Dennis Greene, the wonderfully generous and "get-things-done" Margaret Tuchman nor the ever indomitable Don McKinley-to whom the book is dedicated, nor a vast majority of the talented authors, whose work graces our BOOK. For myself, and only myself, I am grateful for the door that was slammed shut in my face-forcing me to find other windows of opportunity. -- ________________ Joan E. Snyder 48/10 [log in to unmask] <http://www.newcountry.nu/pd/members/snyder/page1.htm> "Hang tough........no way through it but to do it." Chris-in-the-Morning (Northern Exposure)