Hi! I'am Linda. i understand where your are coming from. I, myself feel the same way. I try so hard to put a good front. I cannot drive anymore,think like I used too, even taking a shower has been trouble for me. My husband had to get a grip bar and seat for me to take a bath. We were talking the other day and he broke down and cried. I was scared that he would leave me cause of pd. He said no that he would take care of me no matter what. That is alot for me cause as I am writing you I am also crying. My children are taking it pretty hard. But for now I will keep putting up this front Your letter was the first one that I can relate too. Let's keep writing. Linda