my bdi score is 8 this is about helping others i have never felt suicidal although i have known cd intimately it has no foothold in me now why is talking about this so upsetting to some? cd and pd cyber-siblings suffering yo i sed suffering needlessly yo i sed needlessly is what upsets me in exactly the same way that peter flintermann's mirapex experience did e.g. or joe bruckbauer's med mismanagment e.g. or ... fill in the blanks it's one thing to deal with an incurable condition but quite another to ignore a curable one jp janet paterson 53 now / 44 dx cd / 43 onset cd / 41 dx pd / 37 onset pd tel: 613 256 8340 url: "http://www.geocities.com/janet313/" email: "[log in to unmask]" smail: PO Box 171 Almonte Ontario K0A 1A0 Canada