Dear, Dear Barbara - Thank you for your message about bombarding the list with depression/suicide. You will probably read in one or two of my postings, that this threw me into a deep, deep depression, because my husband committed suicide and my son was murdered, and I thought I had overcome all that. However, all these postings brought it back to the forefront, and I'm not worth - well, a nice word would be feces - right now. I will overcome it, but I just can't understand why anyone would dwell on such a negtive subject for so long a time, can you? Best wishes. - Oh! and I love the way Audrey says you are her best friend. Great!! Jo Ann