i can only attempt to imagine the anger and the pain you feel but i know [not think] it doesn't have to be that way this crisis is not a sign of getting worse it is a sign from your subsconscious that it is time to get better please please please ask for help or even just think about asking for help because that's all it will take it is all around you waiting for your call janet janet paterson 53 now / 44 dx cd / 43 onset cd / 41 dx pd / 37 onset pd tel: 613 256 8340 url: "http://www.geocities.com/janet313/" email: [log in to unmask] smail: POBox 171 Almonte Ontario K0A 1A0 Canada