------------------------------------------------------------------ now and again ------------------------------------------------------------------ now irregardless of what's really going on out there beyond our scratched and smeared and cracked and bleared visors we create our own little trials and terrors with our own little pea-pod brains we not only create them in the present with mis-perceiving but we even re-create them in the past with mis-remembering we construct worlds on assumptions and wonder why the walls crack we inflate theories with compressed illusions and flinch when they explode in our faces we scheme and plan and concoct ways and means to get more of what we think we lack we seem to think but do not yet realize the glory of our minds we appear to see but do not yet recognise the distortion in the reflection and again a moment shines with the sun and perception resolves into knowledge and we are innocent and invulnerable and our fear dissolves into love and we have and give everything and the past melts into light and we understand peace and our minds rejoin and we are joy janet paterson 2000/09/13 ------------------------------------------------------------------ http://www.geocities.com/janet313/wordsoth/2000/20000913.html ------------------------------------------------------------------ janet paterson 53 now / 44 dx cd / 43 onset cd / 41 dx pd / 37 onset pd tel: 613 256 8340 url: "http://www.geocities.com/janet313/" email: [log in to unmask] smail: POBox 171 Almonte Ontario K0A 1A0 Canada