Sandy, as I read and weep with you I think, "YOU MUST BE ONE SPECIAL PERSON" Thinking of your parents. I don't believe that I have ever read a, why me,? in any of your posts.I am not even the PWP! However there are many times when I say, "why us Lord?". Keep on posting your wonderful insights. Hugs, Juanita CG for George 74/71/64