Michel - You said something in your post to Fleurette that disturbed me deeply. You said you were no a particularly goo CG because your charge didn't make it. Now, Michel, you know Barbara's passing had absolutely nothing to do with how good or not so good that you were. We on the list, know how you cared for her, and we know how PD can be so devastating, and how tiring it can be to watch your loved one die, day--by-day, and be completely helpless., but just your love and presence had to see her through those last few weeks. Please don't put yourself down. We know and love you. By the way, it looks like my love will be moving to another state by Christmas. Don't know which is worse, losing them to God, or losing them to another state and knowing they are alive, but you can never see them again. I know about death. Both my husbands passed away, and I believe this is more devastating. Jo Ann