Happy New Year???? Electric company disconnect notices? for unpayble $292.00 elecric bills for my own home, after three months of avoidance of an unpayable bill that the SYStem (City welfare) isn't paying?? Well, folks, here is today's installlment of: HIGH DRAMA in MAINE No wonder people say that Maine has a high rate of institutionalization! Thanks to Maine's most recent "assessment" of the state of my health, I have to fight for my life at a DHS hearing tomorrow, to retain the 13 hrs of help per day that I have had for 2 years already. Oh, excuse ,me, did someone say tha t Parkinson's gets ssuddenly better in your 15th year of it?? My neurologist has been subpoenaed, my witnesses are outraged, and I am being forced to venture out at the crack of dawn, into the depths of winter. And what happens if I have a freezing episode in the hearing room? ANd do the proceedings get dragged out INDEFINITELY when th eState CROSS-Examines me??? Tomorow I have to prove that I am not committing fraud, that I really do have PD, that I relaly do need help. NO kind nurse here, no, this is "Cut Ivan to 5 hours a day from 13 hours a dyay, after all, he is a blatant homosexual who drives and runs for office! Excuse me, who was filming me secretly?? Yes, this is my judegement day. Who says that PWP's have to be docile submissive, and sensitive? This PWP says ENOUGH !! And to all] those who think that the "Fox Factor" is enough to get the public behind us poor, suffering PWP's, well, FORGET IT!!! I can just see my computer set up in the nurisng home, IF they take away so many hours from me that I am too exhausted to function "NORMALLY." Who wrote this script, anyway? Is this a preext or pretense or prejudice or WHAT is going on her, folks?? I hardly have time to do ordinary things, like use my on-periods to get bathed, dressed and do laundry!! Ivan Suzman 51-39-36, and ANGRY AT THE SYSTEM :-&