Barb M. how could I not feel better when I have received so many warm words of encouragement. I really do thank everyone that have written me both on and off list. With all the stuff that some of you are experiencing I really hesitated posting. I am glad that I did cuuse it has helped me feel less sorry for us. Just the fact that you all understand does mean so much George just told me that MAYBE he feels a wee bit better. Just him saying that also helps me feel better.. Thanks again to all. Hugs Juanita CG for George 74/71/64