Dear Listfriends, I deeply apologize for taking your precious time. To avoid more loss of your valuable time, I have taken this to the Non PD subjects. I promise you that the next time I will use the Non PD subject right away. My dear friend Ivan, This will be my only and last reaction to you on the listserver. If there are any follow-up reactions than I will send you these off list, to your private e-mail address. I don't want this to be a burden for the list. Only if the circumstances require a repeated explanation for the entire list, I will discuss with you about your abilities and disabilities. It will be as a Non PD subject. As far as I now are capitals used to show that someone is yelling. Are you yelling at me, my friend? Out of bounds? In what way? Maybe you are right, maybe I am too hard on you, but you are so whining all the time. More dignity and selfcontrol would suit you well. You did write about the "peeing and pooping", I read it again. No, my dear friend, my brains are in perfect condition, as far as they can be for a Parkinson Patient. I keep them in good shape, like I do with my body. Are you really threatening me? Are you the one who decides who has priviliges and who not? I don't think so. Neither am I !! And when we will be judged at the end of our lives, I will have to humble myself and ask for forgiveness for my letters to you. I know you Ivan, we have looked each other in the eyes. I remember that moment very well. A few last words to you, Ivan, yes I am talking to you my friend. I sincerely apologize, if I have said things that were not true, but for the rest I don't. You may cope better than I think, now I think about it, you probably cope much better than I think.You probably think that I cope very badly, but I don't know so I won't comment on that. Take care my friend, or better start taking care of yourself, warm greetings to y'all, Kees Paap