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Hey Bern, Take it easy on yourself. It's a new day, and one day closer to a cure. You are not a terrible person. Greg 48/35/35 ----- Original Message ----- From: "bernard.shaw" <[log in to unmask]> To: <[log in to unmask]> Sent: Wednesday, February 07, 2001 3:49 AM Subject: PD and how it affects me. > I want to kick out at the injustice. Why me? I too often ask! Sleep is > denied me. Pains I cannot describe. Cranps that pester me both by day and by > night. Why do my pills not kick in on time. I feel awful and deprimiert. My > wife needs her sleep and her health worries me, she has just come out of > hospital how does she cope? Why is it that my mouth is so dry by day and > saliva soaks my pillow at night.? Why do I itch both by day and by night? I > need a walking stick to get about when and if I do go out.Where do the > nightmares come from even when I can get some sleep? Why do I get blocks and > freeze in the middle of a busy pedestrian crossing.? Why can I not pick up a > cup without shaking its contents on to a clean table cloth? I mess my pant > and am at times incontinent, Why? Why do I attack a person that I do not > know? In my youth I knew the deepest poverty( my poem, "Cardboard Box. " was > written from my lifes story. So why did I attack Ivan? Where is the sympathy > that I should show to all mankind? What gives me the right to criticise a > fellow Parkie? I have done this before. I need help not pecuniary help but > spiritual. Why am I becoming a bitter grumpy old man? If there is any one on > the list that can answer my questions....I would feel very happy. I used to > be a happy man but it seems so long ago. I ask myself once more. Why Me? > Ivan my apologies for being so spiteful you too have your problems. My sense > of being once very poor lies too deep to forget. My pride that I was able > with help to overcome my so desperate situation has made me blind to other > peoples needs. Bern.....Peace > > > > > > > > > > > > [log in to unmask] >