Greg, I wish I could demolish your nightmare. I had ovarian CA in 1979-80, but it did not have me. PD has me. I know what I"m talking about from experience. . .all those awful chemos, but there was a conclusion, I won. This PD nightmare never ends. I thought I had paid my dues, Ha, Ha. Your situation just fills me with rage against people who do not support stem cell research, they kill our hope. I would give my life for you if I could to make you well. You are too young for all this horror, I'm 65 and I'm too old for it. I've split with relatives and friends over this issue on research which is not a done deal if it does go forward. Just know that your fight is my fight, I just can't stand young people like you and Ivan suffering for so long. Rigor mortis without benefit of death, that's what it is. You have a right to be outraged. I am. I"m with you in my heart. Rayilyn ---------------------------------------------------------------------- To sign-off Parkinsn send a message to: mailto:[log in to unmask] In the body of the message put: signoff parkinsn