Dear Friends, old and new, Regretfully have decided that the time has come for me to leave this list. I have been active since we first learned of the list about 6 years ago, and was involved all that time as a caregiver for my husband, Peter, who died this past June 6th, 12 years after his diagnosis, but probably at least 20 years since the insidious start of his terrible disease. . In 1995 I started the CARE list for CGs of PWPs, which now has nearly 400 members in 10 countries, and offers a safe place for CGs to support each other--a truly tender and loving cyber community. I have continued to send messages about the existence of CARE to this list, so newcomers who might want to join will be aware of it, and that's one reason I continued active on PIEN, along with the friendships I have formed with many of you here over the years. I also amassed a large collection of files and resource materials to share on the lists, which Peter took a great interest in, too. Recently, in the wake of the 9/11 tragedy, I have begun a distribution list for those who wish to discuss and share alternative perspectives not always found in the media, and not felt appropriate for PIEN. There are now more than 50 members of both lists who have requested to be included on this "Alt-list", and there are lots of posts to relay, so that , along with CARE, is another demand on my time--which I'm glad to respond to. Last, but not least, I have been able to "get a life" since Peter's death,---something he always insisted I should do. I have resumed some of my activities in our home community, and have even started working in ceramics again--I found I still had all my old wheel tools from when I stopped throwing clay 14 years ago ( first due to carpal tunnel, then because of Peter's PD). I plan to travel a bit, and go to concerts and plays and be one of the "ladies who lunch" with my friends---all things that Peter, in his loving care for me, wanted so much for me to be free to do. I shall see that someone can continue to forward the CARE info to PIEN every few weeks, and of course I'll be delighted to hear from listfriends ----see my signature, as it is like Peter's but without the "p" and some of you may have the old one still. I have treasured the friends made here, and the sharing that has taken place, as well as the technical help and medical info so important to all of us, as Robert Frost wrote, I have "miles to go before I sleep"--and must be on my way! -- Camilla Flintermann Oxford,OH <[log in to unmask]> on the web at http://www.geocities.com/camillahf/index.html And visit the CARE webring at http://www.pdcaregiver.org "In all beginnings, endings lie enfolded, implicit and invisible as roots." from: "Leaving the Garden"--CHF ---------------------------------------------------------------------- To sign-off Parkinsn send a message to: mailto:[log in to unmask] In the body of the message put: signoff parkinsn