Dear Rayilyn, Not everybody should be grouped with the few "bad apples" out there that obviously dont understand PD. We do not think you are faking it . It takes courage to keep working with PD or any other crippling disease and it takes more courage to realize its time to quit and let others replace you in the work force. Some people just dont get it so let them be the small minded and ignorant ones and put them on ignore after they have succeeded in hurting your feelings so carelessly . I think many would miss you here, I know we would , so please stay and know some Parky's like you for you. ' Please have a better rest of the day. Rob ----- Original Message ----- From: "Rayilyn Brown" <[log in to unmask]> To: <[log in to unmask]> Sent: Wednesday, October 03, 2001 12:51 PM Subject: Clarification re SSDisability > >From Rayilyn Brown, I'm sorry if my post was in bad taste. It was the truth, > not funny and an atttempt to be brief. I thoughteveryone with PD understood > that in early stages, symptoms are sometimes not noticeable AS WAS CASE with > me on my 1st try for disability, only intermittent tremor. I worked the 1st > 2 yrs cauase I wasa such a good typist i could cocmpnensate, see ihow I typee > now UNCORRECTED. As for being "lazy" I taught high schooll in the inner city > on chemo whene i was 43-44 yrs old. I understsand that younger parkies who > are able and wanta to work have trouble doing that. Believe me I wish I > coulld work at 65. By my 2nd try, my tremor, dystonia, micrographia, > bradykinesia were much worse so I did stagger into the office and shake and I > TREMOR ALL THE TIME NOW and I cry occasionally now, and so did my grandfather > who died of PD and he was a tough guy. I never cried iwth the cancer I was > only trying to be of help based on my experience, Does anybody think 4 > doctors would sign their names and reputations to a phony PD claim? What is > disgusting is how sick people have to jump thru these ridiculous hoops to > give bureaucrats a job. > > All this goes to show how easy itis to be misunderstood and how hard it is to > get earned, justified disability $147/mo, cut 60% from original amt cause of > my teacher's pension. > > If I am being misunderstood or anyone else thinks I am "faking" it, I want > off the List. I"ll just read the posts on the website. [log in to unmask] > > ---------------------------------------------------------------------- > To sign-off Parkinsn send a message to: mailto:[log in to unmask] > In the body of the message put: signoff parkinsn ---------------------------------------------------------------------- To sign-off Parkinsn send a message to: mailto:[log in to unmask] In the body of the message put: signoff parkinsn