Ah, Rayilyn - We all slip sometimes (except me, of course). I am only a layman, but I don't believe we can be happy 100% of the time. I believe we would be imbeciles in that case. We all have the right to feel happy, sad, bitter, angry or just downright cranky (as I've been today with my patient one, I can't experience first hand the degrees of despair one must feel. I can only be an outsider. You post such good things. Keep it up. Jo Ann ---------------------------------------------------------------------- To sign-off Parkinsn send a message to: mailto:[log in to unmask] In the body of the message put: signoff parkinsn