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what do you call a glum parky who's normally pretty perky? glumpy? sounds about right i've having trouble stabliising between overdone and underdone so i'm too dyskinetic right now and i hate it yikes did i say that? i also seem to be in another hormone cloud thay say that after 12 months with no period one can generallly figure on having made the jump past menopause i alomst made it ,,, but ma nature just hit me with a near 'normal' one phooey ... so near and yet so far ... so my will has turned into won't the paralysis of same associated with cd has taken over most of my daily funcitonability i.e. i am doing what i absolutely have to and no more no fun no gumption no personal correspondence no book work no business correspondence or hardly any and all those 'shoulds' sittin there starin at me odsp rejected my claim for moving expenses and i should appeal it my bathroom needs repairs and i should write the property manager the access center o.t. is trying to contact me in re completing my adl needs including unfinished shower/hair washing aids ie shower hose/bath chair/grab bars amd new discussions re mobility aids ie collapsible wheel chair for when trish and i go out in her car ie home scooter? for when i'm off at home and can't make it from one room to another and i should return her phone calls i have a mountain of laundry to do and no will i can't keep up with the housework and the acces center say they can't provide help and i should pursue that at a higher level o r elsewhere i can see all these negative thoughts and tainted ideas swirling in my head and know intellectually that they are bogus ... but the cloud persists ... and i wait ... janet paterson: an akinetic rigid subtype, albeit perky, parky pd: 55/41/37 cd: 55/44/43 tel: 613 256 8340 email: [log in to unmask] smail: 375 Country Street, Almonte, Ontario, Canada, K0A 1A0 a new voice: http://www.geocities.com/janet313/ ---------------------------------------------------------------------- To sign-off Parkinsn send a message to: mailto:[log in to unmask] In the body of the message put: signoff parkinsn