hi all and especially cyberdad i've meen mulling and glumping again definitely partially hormone related it's interesting and can be frustrating watching my own mind at work seeing the automatic negative thoughts come swarming through as if they had the right of way knowing on an intellectual level that they are bogus feeling on an emotional level that they are valid and bouncing between the two concepts like a puppet on a string doing all this editing of my own archives for the forthcoming tome of a thousand pages is part of the mulling too i am re-visiting me and my mind of years past i find myself watching my then-learning take place in front of me as i read with new eyes as i find myself as i find that i am afflicted by nothing i am gifted by challenges my story is cyberdad's story is everyone's story any mention of parkinson's disease is purely coincidental janet janet paterson: an akinetic rigid subtype, albeit primarily perky, parky pd: 55/41/37 cd: 55/44/43 tel: 613 256 8340 email: [log in to unmask] smail: 375 Country Street, Almonte, Ontario, Canada, K0A 1A0 a new voice website: http://www.geocities.com/janet313/ ---------------------------------------------------------------------- To sign-off Parkinsn send a message to: mailto:[log in to unmask] In the body of the message put: signoff parkinsn