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Oh my dear, don,t be scared. We are with you, day and night, our prayers go for you - and God is with you, too. Don,t be afraid li,le girl, we care for you. Believe me, in every minute a prayer will go up to the sky and God will listen to us You must know how lucky you are - no fears for long months - it is a real magic: one day you are here and on the other you,ll be in the best place and in the best suregeon hands, wonderful docs will take care for you. In my life I had 13 surgeries - no one of them can be compared with your Great Challange - but I felt myself the best when I really have had no any time to be scared... Me, my family, and all my Hungarian PWP fellows will be with you all the time - no matter that an ocean is between us - love flies so easy, prayers can be heared everywhere, and our blessing reaches you even in the operation room, our thoughts will cool and calm your head like an ointment, our hands will take your hand - do you feel it? It is already working... With all my love and soul Olga from Hungary ----- Original Message ----- From: Deborah Setzer <[log in to unmask]> To: <[log in to unmask]> Sent: Friday, August 16, 2002 10:06 PM Subject: Scared s*less (Read, you'll understand) > Folks, > > I'm scared to death. Things are moving at such a fast pace, I can't catch > my breath. My doc here in Charlotte, Dr. Levesque in L.A. and Dr. Milhorat > in Long Island and the neurologists who did the PET scans all seemed to find > the time to get their heads together at some point today. They have deemed > me critical and we have to leave for NYC tomorrow (Saturday). I get checked > into the hospital on Monday and am scheduled for surgery Wednesday. My > doctor here in Charlotte handed Robert my entire medical file and said there > is no time for photocopies. > > I'll try to add what little bit of humor that I can find... they didn't > even give me time to become an expert on this disorder before all of this. > > It normally takes 3 months to get in to see the surgeon in NY and it takes > about a month to get all of the tests needed and results. It then takes > another month to be scheduled for surgery, after you see the doctor. In the > best case scenario, it takes 4 months to get to where I got in one day. I > don't know what their main fear is but it can't be good if this is what is > happening. Glad that this time I do have competent doctors communicating > about my case. > > Don't know when I'll be back online. I'll try to keep the laptop with me > in the hospital. They said that I will be there for 2 - 3 weeks. Deep > breath...lots of prayer please. Usually I have the time to work up the > courage to go through with things, this time, there is no time and I am in > tears. Faith that God is watching out for me is all I have to hold on to > right now. > > Hugs, > Deborah aka Tenacity > > > > _________________________________________________________________ > Chat with friends online, try MSN Messenger: http://messenger.msn.com > > ---------------------------------------------------------------------- > To sign-off Parkinsn send a message to: mailto:[log in to unmask] > In the body of the message put: signoff parkinsn ---------------------------------------------------------------------- To sign-off Parkinsn send a message to: mailto:[log in to unmask] In the body of the message put: signoff parkinsn