Hi! Joan: I am glad that you are being surrounded by real helpers. With best wishes, Raj [log in to unmask] ************** ----- Original Message ----- From: "Joan E Snyder" <[log in to unmask]> To: <[log in to unmask]> Sent: Friday, January 10, 2003 8:09 AM Subject: Re: it gets more unbelievable every day... > i apologize to maxine and to the other folks who use this list in the > thought-provoking and respectful way in which it was created, i would > think. it was never my intention to diss any of you. what i was pointing > out was the difference between the "ole days" when we had poetry and > literature and enough great material with which we were able to write > two beautiful books: "When Parkinson's Strikes Early" (Barbara > Blake-Krebs & Linda Herman) and "Voices From the Parking Lot" (Dennis > Greene and myself) to the list now which seems to have more than it's > share of snake-oil salesmen. > i thought that while i'm at it i would post an update on my life and > what's been happening to me: > > i'm writing to tell you how even a dreadful experience can have a > silver lining. as you know, about 4 weeks ago, i fell and shattered my > right shoulder-i managed to break it in 4 places. the position of the > breaks made casting it impossible and the doc was reluctant to try > surgery because of my advanced parkinson's disease. so his only > alternative was to allow the arm to hang limp at my side to allow > gravity to take it's course and to pull the bones back into alaignment > and to start growing back together. now, i am used to alot of pain and > have a high tollerance for it but this injury brought me to my > knees....and everytime i would bump or jostle the arm-the pain was > excrutiating. (try to keep still w/o bumping your arm in a household w/ 2 teenagers, a husband, mother, a big old collie dog and an enormous cat!) the doc tried to help me with pain management and prescribed x-strength viacadin which didn't touch the pain > so he prescribed oxycontin which is a very powerful class 3 narcotic. > this drug was bad news. i was on it for a week and a half and it put me > mentally in a very unhealthy place. also, it caused me to become > extremely incontinant (for five days, i peed all over myself and > everything around me; i wore depends and let me tell you-it is the > greatest lesson in humility to have your husband change your diapers.) > then because it is a narcotic, i was constipated so badly that i > thought i would explode. suddenly on new years day-in a bfo (blinding > flash of the obvious) it came to me that it was the drug causing these > side effects; that i would not need depends for the rest of my life so i > quit cold turkey. for about 12 hrs-i felt fine, pain in my arm but i had > recovered complete control over my bladder again-thank heaven! > then the withdrawal from the drug started-2days and a night of the > chills, fevers, shakes, trembleing, nausia, diahria, blinding > headaches-boy, now i know what it is like to jones and it is not a > pleasnt thing. i cried for 3 days straight. > > anyway, during this time, my doc, worried about me, prescribed a home > health care evaluation for me. in a matter of hours a nurse was here and > we became the best of friends-she stayed all afternoon. by the time she > left, i had two therapist scheduled to come three times a week each. one > is occupational and one is physicial. i call these two gems my s&m > queens as i think they enjoy their work a bit too much!! the pt was not > at all happy with my inability to walk so she called in her teacher from > bradley u to come take a look. after a spin around the house, he said > that my ankles were so weak that they turn and twist and go out from > under me causing my many falls. add to this my precarious balance and > you have an Rx for disaster. he tried me on a pair of lace=up ankle > braces that helped right away. i am anxiously awaiting delivery of my > own braces today or tomorrow. also, the nurse set up a an appointment to > have a gal come from the state of illinois dept. of human & rehab > services. this woman was a jewel and on the very day that she > interviewed me, she approved me for a program thru which i can hire a > personal assistant for 4 hrs a day, 5 days a week and the state will pay > her $7 an hour to help me with whatever i need: housecleaning, laundry, > shopping, cooking, errands, pd stuff. i cannot begin to tell you the > enormous load of stress this has taken from my shoulders...and how it > has improved my outlook and the outlook of the rest of my family. i am > so very grateful and feel so blessed to have such a wonderful system of > support both here at home and also on the internet. > > thank you all for being here. a special hug to Daddy Don McKinley (my personal hero), to bunny my dear and to you Jo Anne!! > > > -- > Joan E. Blessington Snyder 50/11 > http://www.pwnkle.com/jes/jes_web/index.htm > <[log in to unmask]> > "Hang tough...........no way through it but to do it." > Chris-in-the-Morning (Northern Exposure) > > ---------------------------------------------------------------------- > To sign-off Parkinsn send a message to: mailto:[log in to unmask] > In the body of the message put: signoff parkinsn ---------------------------------------------------------------------- To sign-off Parkinsn send a message to: mailto:[log in to unmask] In the body of the message put: signoff parkinsn