hey friend of mine...it is ok to get frustrated and to get really angry at this faceless, coward disease.it's a robber disease; it comes when we're not paying attention to it and steals away every bit of our self-confideince, our self-reliance and just when we think it should be done-it comes after our very souls. please, don, realize that this is what is happening-it's the devil telling you give up hope and throw in towels. do not let this defeat you nor take away your zest for living-no matter how hard that might be...stay strong in spirit and in faith and the love of your family-both at home and cyber-wide. don't think you have to do it for anyone but you, the lovely vivian and your crazy dog!!! WE YQ and don't you feeeergeetttttt it!!!!! all my love, j -- Joan E. Blessington Snyder 50/11 http://www.pwnkle.com/jes/jes_web/index.htm <[log in to unmask]> "Hang tough...........no way through it but to do it." Chris-in-the-Morning (Northern Exposure) ---------------------------------------------------------------------- To sign-off Parkinsn send a message to: mailto:[log in to unmask] In the body of the message put: signoff parkinsn