Hi! Laura: I am sorry you have the symptoms of PD. I am sure you did the right thing in joining this group. Please do not feel bad. All of us go through this denial phase at the initial stages. I went through that for almost a year. The next thing I did was to learn as much as possible about PD and the related diseases and the available treatments. I consider this as a very important step in the acceptance of the state of affairs and also know where you stand with regard to your health. I also added a lot of anti-oxidants in my daily consumption. In addition, I have included in my diet the following since they are supposed to protect of nerve cells from death: Spinach, straw berries, and blue berries. You should never get afraid or panic. That would not help anybody. And remember you are not alone. You should realize we have a long fight in our hands before we see any real 'cure' if that is possible. Hang in there. You have to learn to "fight like a tiger and think like a fox" to survive the disease as it progresses slowly through years or decades. We shall sooner or later conquer this disease. Raj [log in to unmask] ********** From: "Laura Kreisler" <[log in to unmask]> To: <[log in to unmask]> Sent: Saturday, February 22, 2003 12:31 AM Subject: New List Member > Hello, > > I am Laura, I am a 47 year old accountant with two grown children and a > beautiful grandson, and I was diagnosed with PD four months ago. I have > however, had symptoms for five years and I suppose I wanted to be able to > deny that there was a real problem. > > For the last three years my family physician was treating me for essential > tremor (common among PWP I now read.) This last year I have begun to have > many symptoms that I did not realize were related. I spent most of the year > thinking "I'm not that old, I can't be having this many problems." My > husband has been quite distraught about the tremor and then the dragging > foot and I finally asked the Dr. "I know the two are not related to each > other, but my husband wanted me to ask?" He then asked if I wanted to go to > a Neuro and I said I guess it would make my husband happy. I was sure there > wasn't anything really wrong, just many little things. > > When the Neuro told me she suspected I had PD, I remained very calm. And > even after her many tests and the confirmation that I have PD I did not > think much of it. I also didn't tell anyone except by immediate family. > Finally at New Years we decided to tell our extended family, some friends > and my co workers. Once I told people it really hit me hard and I guess I > have finally accepted it. The worst part is that in accepting the reality > of PD I have become much more stressed and the symptoms are much more > pronounced. > > I am happy to join the list so that I can "hear" what other PWPs have to say > and how you are all dealing with PD. This is probably the most I have > "spoken" about it. > > Thank you for allowing me to be included in the list. > > Laura > > ---------------------------------------------------------------------- > To sign-off Parkinsn send a message to: mailto:[log in to unmask] > In the body of the message put: signoff parkinsn ---------------------------------------------------------------------- To sign-off Parkinsn send a message to: mailto:[log in to unmask] In the body of the message put: signoff parkinsn