George, thanks for the good advice. as you probably know, I am a squeaky wheel, altho its hard with PD, getting excited, good or bad makes my tremors worse. The last time security was called on me was when I had cancer 25 yrs ago in hospital in bill dispute. this sounds like the trouble I had getting diasability. you're right, I'll get used to the implants altho leads still hurt my scalp, we should not have to guess what is wrong, especially if you are alone and far from a doctor. I know what you mean about tremors and suicide. if I say he, he, he, Dr. Fink will jump me. Ray - I'm saying it anyway.HE, HE, HE! ---------------------------------------------------------------------- To sign-off Parkinsn send a message to: mailto:[log in to unmask] In the body of the message put: signoff parkinsn