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I was a pianist, a fairly competent accompanist  and piano teacher. I
also studied singing and had perfect pitich.
At about age 23, I started developing what I can best describe as
'holes' in my voice - in the midst of singing a scale or a passage,, my
voice would disappear for a few notes and then reapppear. In
retrospect,  guess this must have been one of my earliest symptoms  as
the throat musclees refused to  do what they were supposed to. About a
year later I displayed the first signs of tremor in my right hand.That
 is also when I gave my last decent public  solo performance on the piano.

Llike most of the children of the sixties and seventies,  I strummed a
guitar and sang some folk songs - my voice was still good enuff for
that(!) As the years passed, my accompanying skills deteriorated - I
found it difficult to follow the soloist whilst reading my part of the
score   ----    ie I couldn't do two things at once - and I found myself
choosing ever slower and simpler music to play. Till fiinally, in 2002
(nearly thirty years after my first symptoms,, I played in public for
the last time   - accompanying an elementary school christmas  concert.

And now I have a new problem : when that blessed moment arrives that I
am neither too off or too on, and I can actually sit down  to play the
piano, the movement of my fingers on the keys or the rhythm or something
sets off an attack of dyskinesia!

And what's more - I can't hold a tune any more!

But still, thirty plus years is a pretty good run. I have seen my
children grow up, have fouond the perfect soul mate, and I'm still
walking on my own two feet  (with occasional help from a walker) And I'm
going tonight to the Kennedy Center to hear Cecilia Bartholi!

hilary blue
56/32/23

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