Hello! I'm new to the list, and let me tell you-I'm so glad I found it! My father was diagnosed in 1984 with Parkinson's Disease just after his 58th birthday. My two brothers and I all live nearby and are all married. My younger brother lives in the same town as my parents, while my older brother and I live about 50 miles away. Dad is being cared for by our mother, who is not in the best of health herself, and it's a very stressful situation. They've lost some so-called friends because they don't know how to deal with my father, and it really hurts them. Through these last ten years, we've found out who our true friends are through their love and support. It really broke my heart to hear Dad say once, in regard to the people who never come around anymore, "I guess they think I'm contagious." My parents have neighbors who are more than willing to shovel the drive, etc. when it needs it--though my father loves to work in the yard and we encourage it. Their yard is the most beautiful one in town, and at my recent wedding (September 3), I was proud to have roses from their garden on the altar as well as my beloved father escorting me down the aisle. As he walked, he sobbed uncontrollably, and I wouldn't trade the moments we spent together that day for anything. Sometimes, I fear that my brothers either (1) don't acknowledge the troubles that my parents have, (2) know the troubles but deny them, (3) or believe that my mother blows things out of proportion. It's sometimes frustrating. My husband and I make the trips to the Ann Arbor Veteran's Hospital, where my father is under the care of excellent neurologists which he wouldn't have been able to afford otherwise. My father has an engineering degree, and was not only a fine design engineer (with several patents to his name), but a wonderful athlete. In fact, the medical doctors at the VA believe that is why, other than the Parkinson's, he's in better shape than most 68 year old men. He is always the loving father, and has always been there (as has Mom) when we needed him. I weep to think that he knows what's going on with his body, that his mind is intact yet he's trapped in a body that is so uncooperative. Well, I guess that's enough for now. I'm so glad I could find such a supportive and understanding group on the net. People just don't understand what goes on unless they're in the situation. Tamara D. H. Syron _/_ / / / / __ / /_ o _. /_ _ Tamara D. Hicks Syron < (__/_/ /_<_(_ / <_/_)_ Publications National Center for Research on Teacher Learning College of Education Michigan State University East Lansing _ _ ______________________________ / (. .) \ * There are only two lasting * /*\ * bequests we can hope to give * Heidi the * our children. One of these * wonder * is roots; the other, wings. * beagle * -Hodding Carter- * *______________________________*