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My past employment required that I be able to concentrate for periods of six or more hours. This is something I could do before PD. Even after diagnosis I was able to concentrate for long periods. But as time went on, my ability to concentrate became more difficult. I tried writing things down, thinking I was forgetting what I had done only an hour or so earlier. This worsened until today I find concentration for periods of 15 to 30 minutes is the best I can do. I find that I am so easily distracted. This may be what is wrecking my concen tration. I can easily stop in the middle of a letter and play a stupid computer game. So I made the computer games difficult to access. This helped somewhat. Probably what brings this to the forefront is the big tax day, yesterday. I starting working on the taxes six weeks ago. Yet I found myself working over the weekend just to get all the numbers in and right(details). Often after completing a section or a form, I would get distracted. Once I went out and washed the car. I have thought that stress played a role in breaking concentration. The more stressful the work, the easier it was to be distracted. I have tried decreasing medication and increasing medication. These do not help in that decreasing medication can make movement difficult and slow. The job becomes difficult physically and that is distracting. If medication is increased it is possible to have dyskinesia, but worse than that is a mind-state just under paranoia or bordering on that state. In that mind-state nothing important gets done. This brings me to the possible state of short-term memory problems. I have read papers where they say in PD there is a short-term memory problem. The problem is not in receiving the data or in remembering it. The problem is in recalling it right away. An example is, my wife will come near my office and say, "Are you there?" to which I reply, "What?" All I can initially recall is a voice-noise. By the time she has repeated herself, I am fully aware of what she said the first fime. All of this comes back to the problem of concentration. could it be that I am unable to recall immediately what I just did? As a result I am easily dist racted? Do others have similar problems? I would appreciate comments. Regards, Alan Bonander ([log in to unmask])