Hi Wendy For us humans the past is eternal, so please never regret, what you did or what you do, it can always done better, but ONLY BY YOU. A poem for you IF IF we knew what we know now, we wouldn't have done so, but, then we need to know, what we did and certainly how, So, IF we change our own future, without knowing the consequences, we possible wouldn't write, I'm sure, about PD, but about the references of the butler or the maid, how much they get payed or about the weather, how hot, IF we could talk, why not? Not able to talk, or write? Nobody who supports you by side? here's why, whe know at last IF we change the past, then we shouldn't do it a second time, because of the decreasing quality of life at each step we do back!! So, make up your mind but be sure of one thing, the decision you make is yours, be certain of it and never regret it is not when, but ............... IF kees paap august 19, 1995 Ever watched the time messages send?????????//