At 09:22 PM 2/16/96 -0500, you wrote: > Have you shared your illness with your work? I have not and am confused as to whether I should............ >Patricia > Hi Patricia, I've seen comments about this before so you're not the only one debating this. I'm 47, with PD for 6 years. My primary symptoms are severe tremor on my left side, problems walking, depression, and numerous side-effects from the cogentin/eldepryl/sinemet regimen I'm on (nausea, difficulty in concentrating, fatigue, memory fade, difficulty in driving, etc.) I manage a small, family run (not my family), manufacturing company. My father (also PD) worked for a large multinational company as a sales manager. Both of us have had similar experiences - namely that we both informed our employers early on, and in each case were supported (or at least tollerated) SO LOMG AS WE REMAINED PRODUCTIVE. Both of us experienced symptoms which contributed to a decline in our ability to perform all our pre-PD activities, but were both fortunate in that our jobs allowed us to become progressively more office/desk bound. I've been able to negotiate the transfer of some of my duties to other employees, and assumed other responsibilities to fill in. I have not as yet experienced any negative comments, or actions from my superiors, but I have had problems from subordinates who have taken the opportunity to use my PD as a reason to oppose daily decisions. I've heard a lot of "you wouldn't have acted/decided/ spoken/reacted (etc.) this way before the PD!" My performance evaluations have seemingly been unaffected by my PD, and I've made no attempt to hide it. I've had to make some adaptations - different computer keyboard, broad-tip markers instead of ball-point pens, speakerphones, and a headset instead of a regular telephone handset. One potential source of trouble may turn out to be insurance - although I haven't been denied benefits yet on my company plan, my private insurer has denied me policy changes/increases because of PD. I'm fortunate that I took the opportunity to enrole in my wife's plan before I was diagnosed. I think the key (so long as the company has some flexibility) is productivity. No company is a charity; and as a manager, I know that my company doesn't "owe" me a job. So long as you can adapt and be productive my experiences have been positive; but I also recognize that I'm no longer on "the fast-track". Each case is going to be unique, and how you react, how you manage PD will have a lot to do with how you are accepted. Hang in there! Charlie Anjard [log in to unmask] Always remember: When you're up to your ass in alligators, it's hard to remember that the original objective was to drain the swamp!!