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I surveyed those on the list for the incidence of unusual sleep movements. Thirty (or so) of you reported on about 58 individuals in your households, twenty five with PD or PD+. I could report on this topic all at once, but it would be a lengthy report. I will instead over the next week e-mail out to the list several short reports (a serial!) which will bear the "Subject" "Stalker, Part 1", Part 2, etc. I was walking on the sidewalk of a residential neighborhood when an auto driving slowly in the same direction as I was walking passed me and turned right at the corner in front of me and drove out of sight. I walked rapidly to the corner to see the auto. It had stopped and a man I didn't recognize was pointing a rifle at me. I jumped for cover in the gutter next to the curb, and soon found that I had landed on the floor beside my bed, along with an overturned table and lamp. On another occasion I was in a group of people chasing a box containing a Hagen-Dazs ice cream bar, which some force was mysteriously propelling down the street. Just as it was about to be retrieved by one in the crowd, I kicked it to put it out of reach. My kick landed firmly on my wife, who uneasily was trying to sleep beside me. (Maybe I'll be the title character in an Oliver Sack's book: The Man Who Mistook his Wife for a Hagen-Dazs bar.) My wife does not look forward to the dream life of the Stalker sleeping beside her. Even when my performance is rated a nonviolent "G", she must listen to my professorial sleep lectures (not concerning sleep, but while asleep). Sometimes my perorations are in a foreign language (real foreign!), but frequently they are coherent but strange utterances which when repeated to me cause me to recall that they were specific events of my dream. While I make light of these events, our initial reaction to them was embarrassment. Choking, kicking, and punching ones spouse is difficult to explain, even if the villain is unconscious and is actually trying to keep an ice cream bar out of the wrong hands. Freud and others have conferred too much importance on the dream as a channel to the real truth: the ice cream bar is the masked intruder into our consciousness, permitted passage to awareness only because of the disguise, the meaning of which 100 hours of analysis at $150/hr. will identify.Better not talk about it. People may get the wrong idea. And if you are afflicted with PD, your dream life may not be the greatest of your concerns. In any event, your spouse may suggest that everyone might get a better sleep (you not kicking spouse; spouse not being kicked) by considering separate bed, bedrooms, or perhaps different wings of the house, or karate lessons.--------------- (to be continued)