Nancy and Bob, I've read what you wrote on July 10 about the tension and despair you've felt and wondering how to deal with it. I don't know what to say except to encourage you to write more and write again and express those feelings and worries. I hope things are looking a little better for you by now. Perhaps you've found some inner strength to draw on, or had a day when you were more steady on your feet, or living one day at a time has changed to, one hour at a time. Thinking of you, Patricia