To Susan, thanks for your letters. I am now recreating a file of pallidotomy notes and other subjects, like meds, psychological problems, etc. To Jack, I do have a message from early July re. the archives and how to work them. I will have to try it out. My confusion lies in that i thought i had read that the archives are not now available? I ended up removing nearly all messages from my mailbox since it gets so overloaded.I try to sort into different mailboxes but still find it hard to keep up. Even so, the information is great. I have another concern....my mother is suffering from psychological problems like depression, fear, suicidal thoughts, and then these times when she verbally attacks those around her, accusations, pretty "mean" behaviour. It is not only scary, but pushes away those who are trying so hard to help. She is trying the Clozaril and is in the process of building up the dosage. However i am afraid of what may happen. Anyone else experience this? Lots of it is at nite, or very early in the morning. It was definitely happening at nursing homes and board and cares, but now it still happens even tho she is at home. [log in to unmask] debbie