Pondering the call from young P.D.er yesterday. He's battling Parkinson's demons. Some days I do too. Friday, the dark voices of doom, doubts deadly dementia temporarily took possession of this holy house. When these demons take the wheel fear dominates; I'm amnesiac about beauty, mine, Bodhi's the stargazers on the table. This slippery slope of PD is certainly a challenge you offer me, Lord. Am I able to carry my torch in bradykinetic dignity? Some days. Jan Radtke 8/29/96