Leslie, Paul, et al, Wonderful book titled Ivan (his first name) published 10-15 years ago about a guy in England who desperately IMHO didn't want to take any anti-PD meds. The book is almost stream-of-consciousness (the inner experience?) of his struggle with PD sans drugs. Since this is autobiographic, does any listmember know of Ivan Thomas? Ivan, are you lurking? Like Marjorie, I think life is easier with 'em than without. Our life (lives?) is easier with denial than without also. My life is not easier without Alan Bonander. God, I miss you every day, friend. Rest in peace. Don Penny, Doctorwine