Ron Reiner, I very much appreciate your comments on the Pope's comment about PD. Like you I was first diagnosed with PD at age 48. I am now 62 and retired as fully disabled. I can still type, as you can see, but when my tremor attacks me, or when fatigue runs me down, I am worth very little. For the past four or five years I have referred to and thought of my PD as a gift. This annoys my family, especially my wife. PD is not a good gift. I am not pleased with it at all. It has robbed me of my independence, taken pleasure from my life, stripped away my self-confidence, sapped my energy, depressed my family, separated me from my friends, driven me from my profession, and darkened my future. But if PD is not a gift, what is it? A curse? A punishment? An accident? An elaborate cosmic joke? I must plead innocence to escape deserving condemnation or punishment, and I am no Job. I must postulate the existence of an imperfect supernatural design to raise the possibility of accidents. That's exceptionally unstable ground to tread; the good stuff that comes our way might be accidental also. A joke requires a Joker, another difficult logical trapeze act. All my life I have been given good gifts: except for PD, excellent health; raised in the American middle class [hard to top]; loving wife and children; intelligence; easy going manner, and on and on and on. I have accepted and enjoyed these gifts with patrician ease. I have never even looked for anyone to thank. Having supped with the Gods all my life, should I now complain that my dessert wine is bitter? This line of reasoning does not make my symptoms any less aggravating, nor does it relieve the terror of an unknown future. I sleep neither better nor worse for calling my PD a gift. I am not comforted. Do I still complain, and loudly? You bet I do. Saying that rain falls on the just and the unjust alike hardly merits high praise for originality, but it's as close as I've gotten to facing a bad situation honestly. For me PD has been a mirror into which I am forced to stare, unblinking, sometimes trying to see, sometimes trying to avoid seeing, who I really am. George Andes 62/14 and still counting A couple of days ago I was listening to NPR (National Public Radio) news when they started discussing the Pope and His PD-like symptoms. Although the Vatican has not confirmed a diagnosis of PD (or anything else) the Pope was quoted as saying that He "considers his affliction to be a gift of suffering from God." Did I understand this correctly? Or was this quote referring to something else? I hope that I heard this wrong. If the Pope is afflicted with PD, He has an opportunity to do some good for His fellow sufferers by underscoring both the physical and emotional havoc this disease can wreak. However, by referring to it as a "gift from God" He is doing all of us a great disservice. I understand the metaphor and appreciate his stoicism. I'm sure it gives some sufferers strength; but it minimizes the severity of the problem in the eyes of the non-afflicted. I've only been diagnosed for a year and my physical symptoms are quite bearable. But the emotional trauma for me has been devastating. I am constanly worried about supporting my family, putting my kid through college, being able to work etc. I may be a newbie at this but I do not recognize PD as a "gift." I hope that I have the wherewithal to face this and come out emotionally strengthened - but please don't call it a gift. Ron Reiner (48 + 1yr) Ron Reiner