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There has been speculation that some of the messages here might be hazardous to the peace of mind of newcomers to PD and to this list. IMOHO It seems that the more informed we are, the better prepared we are to cope with the problems that come our way. I have been grateful to those who have, through their accounts of their trials, alerted me to potential problems ahead. This has given me the opportunity to prepare myself mentally for things I cannot change, and to take steps to avoid other pitfalls. The great variety of our individual differences, in our reaction to medications, and to life, is fascinating as well as frustrating. It should be a comforting reminder that a problem that befalls one PWP will not necessarily be shared by you. For example: Sometime about a year ago, my husband went through a period where he would dream aloud during the early morning hours. For nearly forty years before retiring, he had taught business subjects to generations of high school students. For a time, on many five AM occasions, I was treated to five or ten minute re-plays of long-ago lectures on the fine points of business correspondence, accounting and filing. It was as though a tape recording was being played. His tone of voice and intonations, and throat clearings were exactly as they must have been twenty to forty years before. There were even the pauses while he seemed to be listening to a student's question, followed by his answer. These episodes were so fascinating that I stayed awake to listen. They were totally unlike anything that had occurred in his sleep in the fifty plus years that had gone before. These episodes were almost as though he was clearing his memory banks of unnecessary clutter. Once cleared, they were not repeated. On other mornings, there would be more disturbing dreams and he would be shouting at something or someone. This was usually accompanied by kicks or by arm movements. After a short time these dreams would subside, and he would continue to sleep. Lately, there have been no more of these early AM vocalizations. I think I have read that normally the body is immobilized during the state where dreaming takes place. What causes this to change in PD for some people? Is it the medications or the changes in brain chemistry? Many very young children go through a brief period where they experience night terrors for no apparent reason. I can still remember one of mine, even though seventy years have elapsed. (And no, they weren't caused by trauma or abuse or medication.) I wonder if there is a common link to changes in brain chemistry. Hope I haven't scared anyone! Martha Rohrer CG for Neal(76/11)