As pointed out by kind reader, that post had a few flaws the fira being too negtive. I wanted to make the point that no matter how bad things get, when you've lost everything, I mean EVERY damn thing in your life and spend days close to your 40th birthay living like some animlal in a locked ward on the psyche ward and PD is just one of a haytack of crosses. God is still there with you. In my deepest despair he gave me peace and strength to carry on. After a life-time of selfishnes, I sense a chance to accomplish some major attention to a horrible disease.I have been to hl hell and su f suffered but I hv also been hugged in tears by total strangers at Lillian's and I's exhibits and I know I can bring hope and strength to mamy people. I need to tell them the key to life is already in th door you just need to turn it. I have a story to tell, it's not just about God, but the power of friendship, how art from your soul can cleanse your spirit, and that handicaps are what you make them. I feel I can acco,mplish this dream, I wrote a song for the BC disabled games "Dreamm Warriors" that might make a goodtheme for thetour. Once more your thoughts