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At 11:58 AM 12/1/96 -0500, Barbara Patterson wrote:
>Hi, Marjorie.  Very observant of you to notice Holland is missing.  Ida
>isn't missing, though.  She is [log in to unmask]  Holland is listed
>under "Netherlands".  The list of members by country is not exactly 100%.
>For example, anyone who is using AOL, Prodigy or Compuserve or whose email
>address ends with .net among others is listed as being from the US. Maybe
>I should start using the subject line:  'Almost the way we were'.  :)
>
>Barb
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>Barbara Patterson                               [log in to unmask]
>HSC 2J22                                        905-525-9140, ext. 22403
>                        School of Nursing
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a belated introduction

I have been on the list since August, so  I hope this serves as both an
introduction and a reply.

I have had trouble sending messages by e-mail. Having tried several
times--the message came back failed mail-- I became frustrated and gave up.
But here goes again.

I am 54 years old and have had PD for 18 years.  I retired because I could
no longer count on the drugs to control the symptoms--I would freeze, I had
diffficulty speaking, my writing was illegible (my students were complaining
that they couldn't read my comments on their papers, and when they brought
them to me, I couldn't interpret them either), and the "on off" times were
very unpredictable.

 I had been an administrator/teacher in a junior and senior high school and
the pressures of the administrative job made the symptoms worse.  My
superior knew about my condition and I thought was understanding, and I was
floored when I submitted my letter of resignation during the first quarter
of the school, and he asked me if I had "planned" this. You see I had to
resign in the middle of a contract and I had many days of sick days coming
because of my committment to 23 years of teaching. I had told him on several
occasions that when I could no longer handle the position I would resign.

  For those of you who are seeking disability, I can sympathize with you
because not too many people, especially those in charge of retirement funds,
believe that PD is disabling. Even after 9 years on disability, my state
retirement board still requires my neurologist to sign a statement that I
have  not been "cured".  So I can sympathize with those of you who are going
through this agonizing process.  I sometimes wonder what part of the word
"chronic" they do not understand. My advice to those of you who are applying
for disability is that you see a specialist before applying.  I visited one
"regular" neuroligist who said I was too "young" to have PD.  I was 37 at
the time.

  Presently my "off" times are increasing.  I am on a two hour medication
cycle; my doctor doesn't want to increase my intake of Sinement and has me
on Permax, Amantidine, Benztropine, and Alprazolam.  I feel like a should
own a drug store.  I am hoping that one of the new drugs that will be coming
on the market will offer more relief. Why is it that the FDA takes so long
to approve PD medications? Meed support for the Udahll Bill

 I have ramabled on enough. I hope that this makes the e-mail this time.  I
have enjoyed the "in" mail I have received from the list and hope that I get
through this time.

Keith